the shame grows
heating head between ears
the things i said
tried to mean
just to keep her a little longer
tho’ you knew
anything you had was long dead
didn’t stop you trying
from this feeling of alone
here in this blue room
as the shame grows
hope papers the walls
another lover gone
a cold bed once more
another day to try again
putting the music on low
hoping to find a song
a lyric something
to make sense
escape the heat
in this sad stupid head