a wanting thing
pretty is as pretty does
where I projected upon
wanting her to be a good
whole decent human being
& being beautiful
she had never worked
at any of that stuff
never had the need
but I had yet to know this
putting my wishes hopes
fantasies dreams
into her dead place soul
but first I thought her love
being a slow child in feels
I built her & me up
wanting this to be more
than a one way street
worse of all I found myself
waking up bringing my hurt
in a sad sack all of my own
creation